Off the pity pot...

Well, its time to get off this pity pot I have been on. Every once in awhile I have to allow myself a bit of time to grieve all that has been lost. Afterwards, I feel a bit silly for it. However, its how my brain works. Really, I don't regret my past. Many crappy things happen to people. I happen to be one of them. I am who I am today because of it and I really do like me. I like where I am in life. I like looking back and seeing that I didn't get lost and become a statistic. I am way more than what I was told I would ever be. That makes me proud! Its pretty cool really. I do wish at times that I didn't have to fight for every thing...big or small. It doesn't feel like anything comes easy. I would like for some things to come easy once in awhile. Anyway, back to life. Time to start enjoying it again.